Sunday, June 23, 2013

Time

I want to turn back the hands.
Bend them to a time where everyone was so imperfect.

In that time I'd say or do the opposite.

But as I think on it,
they wouldn't change...
I'd be a different me....
Just to please them.

I see your hole.
That's nice I like mine right here thank you.

So I'll forget about the hands of time.

I'll live a life by me.
By the actions I've already taken.

Hey I'm healthier in the long run.

Musings of a girl thinking about time

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Food

I'm not eating again...
I feel it in the mornings,
The ache,
Growl even,
pain of just water.

I don't know what it is.
Its just the inability...
No the lack of motivation to eat.

The house is swirling with anger and sickness...
Its infected my body and mind.
If i dont eat...

I sleep better...
If i don't eat...
Im irritable...

I cant win...
But my erge to eat...
It still stands...
I just wont....

Musings of a girl not hungry anymore