Monday, October 13, 2014

Calming the Mind


Wrap me in the strum,
cover me in chills of haunted tones,
dripped in beats of tempered music. 

The why's and the hows,
slowly forgotten by the
missing memories of feeling.
lost in time, gripped by nothing more then me. 

Pain must be flushed before anthing can be set. 
Let things such as emotions, heartache and all others drown away.

Be here in the pain of being trapped in side,
Choosing to allow us the hollowed feeling of....

Let it calm you down,
let it wrap you up.
Enjoy the fact that...

Just maybe...

Maybe not...

Wrapped in the velvet of the voice,
The feel of hard hands pressing you into cold concrete...
Oh here we go,loosing all that is...


Failing to understand that...
I will be unhappy, 
Iwill be as if lost...

Calm only in knowing....
somthing deep inside sees me...

Calm me down,

Calm me down...

Calm me...

Forever

Idiot

I've turned into an idiot...

I'm letting my body do as it likes...

And it's doing something....

IT's influencing other factors in the thing I know as me.

I've fallen so far down that I just want to...

I want to be called his no matter what...

What the hell has happened to me?

He's not like others,
He had me the moment he bit me...
He had me the moment I gripped him tight and begged for more....


Fucking Hell!
What's happened to me!?

He doesn't just want one.
I wont be enough for him,
but I...

I'm willing to suffer so I can be near that...
Near all that is him...
I'll cry on nights when he's not around,
nights when he's pulled someone close....
Nights when I'm not there I'll feel as if I'm lost...

till i feel the idiot rise up in me and jump into what he offers...
I want him,
I want only him....
or anything he wants...
So long as it involves him...
Ill do anything he wants....


Fucking Hell...I'm an Idiot....


Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Radio Drabble

Trigger stocked to take the shot.
Targets lined to the end the fight.
Lining up to join this chaos we call life.

Here goes the fire line to stand by you again.
Stop it now cowpoke,
the genius is on the line.

Stop it now!
They wont be there in the end.