Idiot

I've turned into an idiot...

I'm letting my body do as it likes...

And it's doing something....

IT's influencing other factors in the thing I know as me.

I've fallen so far down that I just want to...

I want to be called his no matter what...

What the hell has happened to me?

He's not like others,
He had me the moment he bit me...
He had me the moment I gripped him tight and begged for more....


Fucking Hell!
What's happened to me!?

He doesn't just want one.
I wont be enough for him,
but I...

I'm willing to suffer so I can be near that...
Near all that is him...
I'll cry on nights when he's not around,
nights when he's pulled someone close....
Nights when I'm not there I'll feel as if I'm lost...

till i feel the idiot rise up in me and jump into what he offers...
I want him,
I want only him....
or anything he wants...
So long as it involves him...
Ill do anything he wants....


Fucking Hell...I'm an Idiot....